my friend, my old friend all gone.
all have been grow up .
yes, now i am with zomb only as an old friend.
they all have gone away,
left me alone.
sometimes it's seem that the world is unfair to me.
why did i choose to become liked this?
lately my post always in this kind emotion
i wasn't sure my self also.
it's just my emotional got mixed up
so many question in my mind.
i didn't being myself nowadays.
i just smile when people smile.
i just laugh when people laugh.
i can't express my self well and what i do is the opposite.
i miss my younger sister .
i miss her so much.
she was the only one understand me well.
seriously when she gone, dearly i miss her the whole world.
i miss to laugh with my whole heart.
i miss the time when i cry with my whole heart.
the fact didn't change that now she gone.
this 4 years actually i lived liked a death person.
i just follow what people do.
i. am. tired.
i'm sorry you guys have to go through this kind of writing.
i just want to express my feeling toward this blog.
i am sorry once again
because now i just keep remembering my sister.
i am sorry .
p/s-'We will always keep remembering the things in the past as the time goes on'-Musfirah Shalleh