salam eblyone .
once , i have my verryyy best friend .
but now she's gone .
makes my life miserable .
always alone and just invisible .
now , i'm not talking much .
i'm no longer the 'mus' that you all have known .
i always sat in a corner and thinking .
if Allah doesn't love her more , then i will always beside her .
she left me without a note ,
without a single word ,
just quietly and gone .
then , my mind that time was completely blank ,
that's why now i cannot attach with people with much more relationship .
i will begin thinking that one day they all will all left me alone .
she make me phobiatic with people .
i cannot laugh easily .
smile, but it's was not very enjoyful .
sad ? yesss i am always the one that hide this painful .
no painkiller that will make my heart beat beautifully again .
it's will remain uncontrollable .
this is my verry best friend .
Allah loves her more than i do .
she was really brave to face the truth .
she smile eventhough she has a pain inside her body .
i will always remember her day by day .
i will always love and miss you forever , adik .
till we meet again in Padang Mashyar :')