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my friend, my old friend all gone. 

all have been grow up . 

yes, now i am with zomb only as an old friend. 

they all have gone away, 

left me alone. 

sometimes it's seem that the world is unfair to me. 

i think. 

why did i choose to become liked this? 

lately my post always in this kind emotion 

why ?

i wasn't sure my self also. 

it's just my emotional got mixed up 

and

so many question in my mind.

i didn't being myself nowadays. 

i just smile when people smile. 

i just laugh when people laugh.  

 i can't express my self well and what  i do is the opposite. 

i miss my younger sister . 

i miss her so much. 

she was the only one understand me well. 

seriously when she gone, dearly i miss her the whole world. 

i miss to laugh with my whole heart. 

i miss the time when i cry with my whole heart. 

the fact didn't change that now she gone. 

this 4 years actually i lived liked a death person. 

i just follow what people do. 

i. am. tired.

i'm sorry you guys have to go through this kind of writing. 

i just want to express my feeling toward this blog. 

i am sorry once again 

because now i just keep remembering my sister. 

i am sorry . 

p/s-'We will always keep remembering the things in the past as the time goes on'-Musfirah Shalleh